I have been wanting to be the better version of me, but sometimes everything just seems to fall apart. I wake up, open my mind you account and track my mood, and ask myself if I should click the smile emoji or the meh, i feel tired, but I am okay, is this normal?
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Well, from my own experience turning our lives around can have a lot of pain at first. I’ve noticed that this is because the fragile foundations (or beliefs) that have been built on self-doubt and fear need to crumble before we build anything stronger.
I feel like the Universe is making space for the life you want, and the better version of you. It’s basically chucking out what no longer serves you, so yes, it can be painful or like there’s an emptiness, because maybe there is.
I think this is all the more the right time to keep going because you are laying the foundations of your best self’s life brick by brick! 
Hope this helps. 
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I think of how people look at me because of what I did in the past, but it was not controllable. It is now controlled with the help of medications. My point here is that, “I do not have to apologize to something, I am not in control”.
I have been excelling at work this past few days, but there’s a glitch in my system deep within.
Then, I think again everybody is coping up with a condition much worse than mine.
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