I used to desire to be on top and be in control. I no longer feel that. I’ve been cheated on and manipulated. Nowadays, it’s always about doing things i don’t even like just to make sure people will not leave me. I’m tired of pretending to be someone who is good at things just to make them choose me. I’ve been questioning myself on what’s my worth. How come other people put too much effort to people who can’t event commit to them. I am here, doing everything I can, even the things I can’t but I’m left with with people who doesn’t care about how I want to be treated. They can’t even choose me or put an effort to show what’s my worth. I’ve been relying on people on how I should feel. I failed myself and my family. I’m tired and no longer know why I’m still alive. I feel useless and tired.
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You do the work that you don’t want, earn the money you don’t have, to please the people you don’t like.
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