I am struggling to forget him since I know the fact that he likes someone else. Maybe it’s the fact that I am too much for him? I don’t know. I have already made up my mind that if in case he is going to pursue me, I am ready to lower my standard since status wise I am much more okay, I just need his love and attention. I have a house/car/insurance/EF, I think all I need is someone to love. But why did I stumble upon this unrequited love? I was so blinded with his potential and I was so sure he is the man that a girl could ever hope for, very responsible.
It’s been more than a year already that I waited for his action and just to find out that he is pursuing someone else (a student girl). Maybe he likes younger girls.
I am sad but willing to move on. I got the answer while waiting and the waiting should stop already, but I am struggling on how I could do this fast. It’s still hurting me honestly knowing that I can never have him and we are just friends. This friendship I don’t know how to handle also since there is already awkwardness for me, though he doesn’t know my feelings for him. In all fairness I have kept it within myself 'cause I am someone being respected by others so I don’t want any issues that will link to me (like this one-sided love). I still protect my profession and ego I could say.
Whoever is experiencing the same or who has experienced this, can you please help me? 
TIA! <3